Sunday, August 30, 2009

Four years Later











Yesterday was the 4 year Anniversary of Hurricane Katrina. I can still remember it as if it were yesterday. I wonder if over time I will not get teary eyed when I think about what we saw and went through.

I will always remember this day and will remember it well. Those who don't know me, don't know what we went through on August 29th 2005 through September 2, 2005. This was the scariest, most surreal thing we have ever gone through. Thank goodness for my dad, because with out him, who knows what would of happened.

I will say that I am grateful for going through a catastrophe such as Katrina, cause I have a new appreciation for a lot of things. I can say that I no longer see tangible items the same, except for pictures, as I once did. Within minutes I had to decide if an item was worth taking or leaving. Pretty much everything besides a few clothes, diapers, some pictures ( we had to go back for those) we left. Nothing else mattered to us at that moment.

We honestly thought that the storm would turn and we would be uncomfortable for a few days without electricity, but everything would return to normal and we would all go back to our lives. Little did we ALL know that this time it was going to be different.

We sat and watched the news while most of the city was evacuating. I remember watching the local news channels and the Mayor of New Orleans was BEGGING people to get out of the city because it was going to be really bad. They warned us that if something bad were to happen to us, there would be no one on the other line of 911 to help us. WE WERE ON OUR OWN. I remember questioning my dad, asking him why we were not evacuating like everyone else or going to the Superdome like others that were staying or could not afford to leave. He told me we were safer here, over taking the chance of getting hit by the storm in dead traffic or being in the dark with hundreds of people in the dome with a baby. He said he had chosen to live in that part of town because that part was above sea level; unlike most other parts of NOLA.

The storm came and passed and the whole time we were glued to the radio, listening to the only radio station that stayed on air. The radio host said that they could call the station to report things in their area. I will never forget hearing calls from people saying that they were in their attics and the water was rising and to help them. One call in specific that I remember; a lady called in, panicking saying that the water was coming in and they headed to the attic with their 9 day old baby, 5 year old and grandparents. She said the water was coming in and was crying for someone to help them. The radio host asked if they had an axe so they could cut open the roof. They lady screamed no, but to hurry and help them because it was waist high in the attic. The host didn't know what to say, but asked for her address and said they would do the best they could to try and help them. The problem was that there was so much water in that part of town, that you couldn't really tell what street were what. I remember her begging on the phone and suddenly the line went dead. After that, I felt like I was in a third world country. How in the hell could this be happening to us. We live in AMERICA! I tried calling my mom to tell her that I loved her because I had gotten in a huge fight with her the month prior and wanted to make sure she knew that if something were to happen to us that I loved her. The phone lines were down. We had zero contact with the outside world. We wondered if anyone even knew what we were going through.

At that point, we did not know what the city looked like. We heard that there was severe water in the 9th ward, but clueless to the rest of the area. After the winds died down we all went outside to see the damage. In our area it was completely dry. Just damage from the wind. Little did we know, that the levees broke and the city was flooding. I remember looking out my dads window right after the storm passed and seeing people running down the street to the famous Wal mart that got looted. They were coming back with carts full of electronics and everything else that was of no use to them now. We had cops coming to our building looking for people who stayed and also looking for food, water and ways to charge their radios. The building had a generator that would light the halls only and we would run it for 2 hours a day. We were the officers only way of communicating. There were no other ways for them to charge their radios. So they would come over and use the electricity in our halls.

We had permission before the storm to go in other residents units and get water and food if we needed. There were about 20 of us total in the building that stayed and we all took turns going into units and getting food out of the freezers to grill, since it would go bad anyway. I remember getting low on diapers and looking in every unit, praying that someone had baby diapers. No such luck.

At night it was extremely hot! We could not sleep; the heat was overwhelming. There was zero wind. Very black outside and no sound. Jordan would wake up every 30 minutes crying because he was sweating so bad. I would go in the kitchen and try to find something cool in the freezer to put on him to help cool him down. All Jordan wanted to do was nurse, but that made it worst since it made me feel I was being suffocated. I remember feeling like I couldn't handle it anymore and started to break down. It was becoming unbearable. As soon as I would start to doze off, we would hear gun shots. I kept asking my dad what it was and he told me it was people unloading stuff off trucks. I knew that wasn't true, but I knew he said that so I wouldn't freak out. The next day, we booby trap the main entrance/exit that we knew would be an easy way for looters to get in. We had heard from the officers that they were breaking in everywhere and starting fires. One man in the building had a gun and the men took turns with it at night staying up keeping a look out for looters.

On the last night we were there, I remember thinking that I can not stand another night here. We were scared for our lives AND I had a baby. The officers planned a meeting the next morning and informed us all that it was getting worst and no longer safe for us to stay here. They said the gun shots we heard the night prior, was a gun war between looters and officers. An officer was shot in the head. We still have a bullet shell from that incident. We were told that if we leave, we should leave in groups to lessen the chance of someone killing us and taking our car. There were reports of men running onto the roads so people had to stop and they would shoot and kill them and take their cars. My dad decided that we would be leaving at noon and anyone that wanted to leave with us had to be ready by then. I remember it was a crazy feeling knowing that we were leaving but unsure how it was gonna look once we left behind our gates.

We parked our cars in the hotel parking garage next door to my dads building, so we would make sure it was away from wind and water. We had to go get the cars but started to see a whole lot of people coming from the Superdome and heading to the convention center, which is pretty much right across the street from where we were. People were pulling their kids in plastic bins across the concrete with sheets tied to one handle. I remember seeing how exhausted and sweating they were. Everyone was walking around like zombies. Babies were screaming because they were hungry, hot, dehydrated. Everyone in the Superdome got word that there was food and water at the convention center, so they all gravitated there. Which was not true. There was still no help on the last day that we were there. I believe it took another day or 2 before there was help.

My dad had to go get the car so we could leave, but was worried that someone would kill him, so he took the gun and held it up in the air as he ran to get the car.I am bawling and shaking at this point, scared behind the gate hoping that someone doesn't hurt my dad or try and jump the gate while my dad is gone with the gun. I hear screeching tires and my dad bangs on the gate for me to let him back in. We were smart and brought all our belongs down my the gate first, so once we got the car we would throw everything in and leave. My dad held the gun up in the air as Ryan put everything we had into the car. My dad did not have enough time to get Jordan's car seat out of our car, so we had to drive without one. Ryan loaded everything in and no one else was ready to leave, so we left by ourselves. I still remember the first feeling of air conditioning hitting me after being without for days. Jordan fell asleep right away from exhaustion.

My dad drove I think 70 down a 30 mile zone. He said he was not stopping for anyone in fear of what the officers warned us about. He was prepared to hit anyone that tried to stop us. As we were trying to get on the on-ramp that is when we saw hundreds of people and they were touching our car, like zombies in a movie. We finally got on the freeway that was clear from water or debris and I will never forget seeing this girl with only her bra on and shorts hiked up as high as could be, sweating and pushing a shopping cart with a baby screaming. I did not see anything in her cart except for the baby. No bottle, food, diaper, water NOTHING. I wanted to stop and help her, but knew that by doing so we could be risking our lives.

It took us two days to get to Florida, due to the roads being destoryed and debris all along the gulf coast. We stayed in Miami for a month and got word we could return home to see the damage. My grandparents lost pretty much everything in their home. Our condo was surprisingly fine. There were 72 units and 5 were okay. Ours were one of the five. And we even had a bottom floor.

Since then my grandparents have rebuilt their home. NOLA is coming back more and more everyday. Soon after, we bought a flooded home in New Orleans and remodeled it. We stayed a year and realized the crime and schools were really bad and decided that it was best for us to move with small children. Jordan 2 and a newborn. We now live in Clearwater Beach, Florida. We love it here, but I do miss the culture of NOLA.

Sorry this was such a long post. I have not documented this experience until now.

Thanks for reading!

Friday, August 28, 2009

I think I need these



Oh My Gosh! I am in love with these adorable pieces. Looks like a boat but it's a wagon. Genius! You want to buy a boat, but know your baby needs a crib. Problem solved. I am trying to find a good reason why I need them.

If you can find a better reason than me to buy them, you can get them here.

Toy Sushi Set

Forget those regular wooden ABC blocks, check out the unique selection of wooden children’s toys from Melissa & Doug. Like this amazing sushi set, comes complete in bento style box! This well crafted and detailed set comes with a wide variety of sushi, chopsticks, ginger, wasabi, soy sauce bowl and chopping knife. This set is an incredibly creative way to teach kids about a different culture and their food, as well as about colors and presentation. This set, among so many other fun sets from Melissa & Doug, will provide hours of endless fun.

$15.99


Kidfresh please





Kidfresh is a brand new lifestyle concept store that provides fresh, healthy foods especially for kids. They have super cute names for each line, such as, “kidfresh2o,” the “kidchen” and the “Kidfresh Dough Card”!”

How cute are their lunches?

So little


I came across this picture and it almost brought me to tears. I can't believe how old they are now. Nolan's hair was black when he was born. I miss that age.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Nolan LOVES Baseball



Nolan and I were just playing baseball in the house and he told me that I am bad at throwing a baseball and my game is over. Even a 2 year old notices how bad I throw a ball.

By the way, he started wanting to dress himself yesterday. Notice the matching outfit?

Here comes the sickness

I was warned by several of our friends that have kids in school/daycare to be prepared for them to get sick a lot in the beginning. Well I didn't think that it would start 4 days into it.

Our poor little guy just woke up from his nap and vomited. He was shaking, crying and asking for daddy. SO sad! I feel so helpless. I gave him tummy soother and he is sleeping again. I hope it is not a bug, because I know we will all get it next.

Why do some parents bring their kids to school when they know they are sick? I am puzzled. Could you imagine feeling sick and achy and having to sit in class?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Jordan's 2nd day of school







I had to take 4 pics of them to get 1 decent.

So this is the 2nd day of school for Jordan and I think I am already over getting up at 7am. It really sucks! I feel pretty good after I am up and running, but getting to that part is so hard. I told Ryan that if I am expected to be up this early to take them to school for the next 13 plus years, than we better invest in a coffee maker that has a timer on it. I HATE making coffee early in the morning when I feel half dead. Not only do I have to make the coffee, but I have to grind the beans too. Too hard for me at 7am. - Ry, if you are reading this; this is a friendly reminder:)

I think I liked the school a little more today, so hopefully it will grow on me. I found out that they teach Spanish AFTER I pick him up; when I heard that I got angry eyes. He only goes for 3 hours a day since it is VPK. fyi, VPK is a free program that Florida does for all residents with preschool aged kids. It does not matter how much money you make and you get to choose any school you want; private or public. So we choose Montessori. It's free, so why not. The school is pretty dated as you can tell in the pictures. My brother asked if it was someones ghetto house. Too funny! They teach from preschool all the way to 5th grade and I think the cost is around $700 a month. Yikes! We won't be putting him in it next year, that's for sure.

Monday, August 24, 2009

My Baby Is In School








So this morning was the BIG DAY! Jordan's first day of Preschool.

We have been preparing him for awhile now, so it wouldn't be a huge shocker for him when the day finally came. I have to say that he did very well. We were really worried about the whole Going To Bed On Time thing, since this child will stay up till 2am if you let him. We tried to all get on a better schedule of getting to bed earlier, so we could get up A LOT earlier, but it ended up not ever happening UNTIL the night before he started school. Again, I know we are such slacker parents. I don't like getting up early. Ryan and I LOVE our sleep. Before we had kids; our friends would tell us that our kids will probably sleep a lot because that is all we would do when we were not working. I remember in high school we were all asked to write down a little about us and one of the questions were - What are some of your favorite hobbies? - All I wrote was SLEEP.

But, I digress.

So we got up at 7am and got Jordan dressed right away. He wanted a Toaster Strudel for breakfast; which I got him, but our toaster broke so it was a hot & soft Toaster Strudel. YUM! He wanted to watch Noggin which had Blues Clues on and I wondered if that comes on everyday at that time, because I am gonna get sick of JOE really quick. Daddy ended up doing his hair, so it matched with his. Jordan had his Batman backpack on and ready to go, but guess who was holding up this excited 4.5 year old? His younger brother who was still sleeping. I hate to wake that child up, because he is so grumpy in the morning. He growls and moans like you have been poking him with a stick for an hour and saying "ha ha, ha ha, ha ha". Anyway, we finally got him up, dressed and fed and out the door.

We arrived at his school and were told TODAY that since he has a late birthday and because they are Montessori they don't follow by the rest of the county rules on age, so they put him in K-1 grade; not Preschool. I still don't know what I think about this, because the schedule is completely different then what we planned on and what I told Jordan he would be doing. No yoga or a second language. I am going to let it sink in more and give you my opinion in a few days.

We went into the new area that I had never seen before. That kind of upset me, because now he has a different teacher, different classroom, even different bathroom. This was a shock to me because it was out of my control. I couldn't all of a sudden say - Hey, let me check your bathroom to make sure you have soap, or let me see the teachers credentials, so I can assure myself she is not a pedophile or let me see the schedule to make sure it was a good fit for my child. And then with all that info, I get to choose if I want him to go here. NOT surprise, you get stuck with this. So at the moment, I feel a little confused and uneasy about the whole thing. I hope I will get use to it and I will love it tomorrow or the next.

Jordan did very well. After we put his stuff away in his cubby and we showed him his workstation, he told us that it was okay for us to go. That was really hard for me and I had to refrain from bawling right there. My little guy looks much older to me in school rather than at home. What was surprising, was that even though they put him with the K-1st graders; he still seemed a little bigger than them.

When we picked him up and were driving home, Ryan and I asked him if he met any new friends and he says "Yeah, I have like 16 friends". p.s. there is only 8 total in his class:)

So this is Part One. Sorry so long. Will keep you posted tomorrow.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Green Goodness


If you have picky eaters like I do, than you know it is hard to get them to eat their fruits and veggies.

Jordan is pretty good about eating most fruit, but Nolan will only eat a banana and smoothies. So their diet does not include any veggies. They REFUSE to eat them. I can make Nolan alfredo with noodles and HIDE 1 just 1 PEA in there and he will find that damn thing in his mouth and spit it out. It is so frustrating, because how are they going to survive on chicken nuggets, corn dogs, cereal and ice cream.

Well I found out about this green drink smoothie that you can make that is stuffed with spinach leaves. (I know you are probably thinking EWW). Trust me it is delish! You can not even taste the spinach. I add loads of strawberries, pineapple juice, fresh banana and coconut flakes. The Boys LOVE it and ask for it all the time! If I want to cram more in there, I add flax seeds and probotic powder for kids.

Give it a try - I know your body will thank you:)

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Bros before H**s





So my younger brother Daniel and his GF came see us for the first time since we moved to Florida. Did I mention that we have lived here for 2 years this month? He lives in NOLA where we moved from. It is only an hour flight, but obviously too long of a flight that it has taken him 2 YEARS to see us. (jk Dan, I love you!) Anyway, his GF is from Austria and down visiting him for a month. They decided that they would come see us since they wanted a tan and the weather in NOLA had been rainy and yuck, so they thought Florida would be different. WRONG. It pretty much rained the whole entire time they were here. Actually it DID rain the entire time they were here. They were unable to get a tan or any amount of sun. We were able to go to a baseball game and eat a lot of food, which is always great for my inner thighs. Sitting a lot plus lots of food and drinks=HOTNESS. NOT.

Well here are some pics of their stay.

Womo




If you have not noticed; I am fascinated with unique & modern packaging design.

This company has some amazing packaging! I LOVE the bright colors and simple labels. I am sad they are not in the US, only Spain. I would love to display the candy jars in my kitchen. Some people like to display flour, sugar and noodle containers on their countertops; I would like to display loads of awesome looking candy that no one can eat, only look at and maybe touch on occasion.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Back To School

It is that time of year and any parent who has school aged kids knows that back to school shopping can be a major pain. I am such a procrastinator; I have waited till the last week to do all of Jordan's clothes shopping.

We decided that this evening would be the last day we could do it, due to my brother visiting last weekend and leaving yesterday and Ryan leaving tomorrow for New Orleans for business till this Saturday. The child starts school on Monday. Yeah I know; Bad Mommy!

We decided that since we live in Florida that we mostly just need to buy plenty of shorts and short sleeved shirts. Little did I know that stores here; such as Gap, tend to carry the same style of clothing that appeals to the rest of the country that sees Winter. Do they not stop and think that it doesn't even get chilly here until Nov? And when I mean chilly I mean high 60's.

We go into Gap and all they have for back to school clothes are long sleeves, jeans and fleece pullovers. Where in the damn are the shorts and regular clothes that all of us shopping at this mall or in the entire state will ever need for the next 3 months. If I put my child in these clothes he would be dying of heat and I would probably get a call from Child Services.

We ended up finding a couple of polos in the sale section from their summer collection. We had to go to several different stores looking for Summer clothes, and no such luck. I am curious what other parents are thinking or what they did. I think I might ask some moms when I drop him off on his first day if they know a store that keeps secret summer clothes.

Anyway, I spoke about this for way too long and this was not what this post was suppose to be about.

I wanted to talk about how sad I am about him starting school. Since this is kinda my online journal I thought it would be appropriate.

Jordan, I love you so freaking much and as I am so excited for this milestone. I am also very sad to let go of you. I know it is only Preschool and it is only 3 hours a day, but never again will you be able to hang out with me all day. Never again will you or I be able to sleep in until 11:30am cause we stayed up late playing Nick Jr online or watching Noggin till 2am. I hope you love your school and make lots of friends.

I remember like it was yesterday; looking at him so small and perfect and thinking someday that I will be picking him up from school and it seemed like forever away. I am now living what I couldn't even imagine 4 years ago.

I will post pics of his first day on Monday.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Chocophilia Drinking Chocolate






Flat graphics and rich colors differentiate this brand from their hot chocolate competitors: a category which surprisingly remains overrun with poor design solutions.

I think these would be perfect Christmas gifts.

You can check them out here.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

What to Say


I am trying to think of something to blog about; I keep starting to write something but then delete it and start over. So I thought I would just write about what is on my mind as of late.

I have not felt in the mood to do anything lately except be with my family and think about how grateful I am to have the people that I love and love me in my life. It's sad that something tragic has to happen for people to realize how important family and friends really are. Nothing is important or truly matters in life except the ones that are the closest to us. We stress about the dumbest stuff and take for granted what really matters most in life.

As I type this I am holding back tears for what I am about to tell you.

We got a text yesterday afternoon from Ryan's older sister telling us that her boyfriend and 2 of his family members left for a fishing trip 3 days ago and still have not returned. They were flying in his private plane from Idaho to Washington and were suppose to be back on Sunday. When there were no sign of them the family became worried and called search and rescue.

We searched online for hours trying to get up to date info and kept calling family asking if they have heard anything that we could not find online yet.

We heard that they spotted the plane but were unable to get within 1000 feet due to the rough terrain. At this point, we are all coming up with our own scenarios. We were thinking that the engine went out and they coasted down into a bunch of trees; escaping with only minor injuries and were on their way looking for help.

This was killing us not knowing more. Hours later we got a call from Ryan's mom saying that they were able to get to the plane with an ATV and confirmed that there were 3 bodies. This is the absolute worst thing to ever hear. Ryan is bawling and I am bawling and our boys are scared; we don't know what to do or say and we feel completely helpless being so far away.

You can see the report here


Our hearts go out to the families and we know that words can not describe how they feel.
Kir, please know that we are mourning with you and know that this has deeply affected us. We love you!


Please appreciate your loved ones, because you never know when they will be taken from you.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Watermelon Bars


These creamy bars are just the thing to serve after a meal cooked on the grill. Made with watermelon, lemon juice and cream, they're served chilled and are perfectly complimented by a dollop of whipped cream or a dusting of confectioners' sugar.

ingredients

  • 1 box round vanilla wafers (12 oz.), finely ground
  • 1 stick unsalted butter, melted
  • 5 cups watermelon juice (from about 1/2 of a large watermelon)
  • 1/2 teaspoon lemon zest (from 1 lemon)
  • 1/2 cup fresh lemon juice (from 2 large lemons)
  • 1/2 cup sugar
  • 1/2 cup heavy cream
  • 4 packets of gelatin
  • 1/4 cup confectioners’ sugar or 1 cup whipped cream, for garnish

directions

step 1 Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Line a 13-by-9-inch baking pan with foil, leaving a 2-inch overhang on the long sides of the pan. Spray the foil with cooking spray.
step 2 Mix the melted butter into the finely ground vanilla wafers and add 2 Tablespoons of water. Mix well and press the crumbs onto the bottom of the prepared pan, forming a crust. Bake the crust for 20 minutes and allow to cool.
step 3 Set aside 2 cups of the watermelon juice in a small bowl. In a large bowl, combine the remaining 3 cups of watermelon juice with the lemon zest, lemon juice, sugar and heavy cream.
step 4 Sprinkle the gelatin over the reserved 2 cups of watermelon juice. Allow to sit for 2 minutes so that gelatin can dissolve and begin to absorb liquid, or "bloom." After the gelatin blooms, heat it in the microwave for 2 minutes on high, or heat gently in a small pot over low heat on the stove top, until the gelatin has completely melted into the juice and the liquid is smooth.
step 5 Add the watermelon juice with the melted gelatin to the larger bowl of juice from Step 3. Stir to combine. Gently pour the mixture over the prepared crust from Step 2 and place in the freezer for 2 hours or until the mixture is firm. (Alternately, place the pan in the refrigerator and allow to set for 3 to 4 hours.)
step 6 Keep in the refrigerator until ready to serve. Before serving, cut the watermelon bars into squares. If desired, sprinkle each serving with confectioners' sugar or a dollop of whipped cream.

chef's notes

To make watermelon juice, simply place the watermelon cubes in a blender or food processor and blend until smooth. Strain the mixture with a strainer into a bowl.

Enjoy!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I can't work during Shark Week



I don't know why, but I am obsessed with shark week. You would think that I would not want to watch it, since we live by water and sharks. It is just so fascinating to watch these huge scary meat munching things of the sea, swimming around lookin to much someones lunch.

Last night it came on right when we were about to turn the TV off and head to bed. I couldn't just turn the TV off knowing that it was on, so I decided to watch it in our bed with our boys. The whole time I am saying "OMG, that thing did not just flip up in the air; trying to eat that fake Sea Lion". It was freaking the boys out, but we couldn't stop watching. We stayed up till 2 am watching this. Poor Ryan, he just rolled over and went to sleep, since he is the only one in the family that has to get up early for a thing called "WORK".

The next morning I turned on the TV (even before I turned on the coffee pot, so you know this is serious) and they were talking about "How to lower your risk of getting bite by a shark"
I had to watch this since we live by water and I fear this every time we go to the beach.

They were saying that there are 3 things you can do to prevent being a target.

1. Never swim by the sand bar because that is where bull sharks love to feed.
2. Never swim with your dog in the water, because the dog paddle attracts them. I guess it looks like something is in distress.
3. Don't wear jewelry while swimming. It reflecks in the water and looks like fish.

I was shocked to find this out! Because I do all of these things.

1. We always swim with the kids to the sand bar because we can stand up and that is where we catch the sand dollars.
2. We don't have a dog to swim with, but I only seem to know how to swim like one. Is there another way of swimming? I thought doggy paddle was the only cool way to swim!
3. I never think to take off my jewelry when hitting the beach. I mean I don't wear a lot, but I do have a belly ring to thin the look of my belly and a toe ring cause I have worn it since I was 1o.

So I guess by my habits I am a perfect target for shark lunch. I might stay out of the water for a bit.

Night

Saturday, August 1, 2009

NOLA Cafe




I am happy to have just found out that there is a Cafe in S. Tampa dedicated to New Orleans food. NOLA Cafe. I am so excited to try this place out. They have everything that I miss and crave so often. Everything from beignets to po boys. We will be checking it out tomorrow and I will give an update soon. If you have not visited or tried food from New Orleans then you are missing out.